JOURNAL
Friday, March 03, 2006
Once again I am attempting to journal my life experiences in an attempt to discover who I am and why I do the things I do. The goal is to progress along the spiritual path, quit those habits that are not life-giving and to develop those thoughts and actions that are life-giving.
This is the 3rd day of Lent and I have been back from my Snowmass retreat for 5 days. I am afraid I have lost that Snowmass feeling and I am desperate to regain it. The Neathawks arrived Tuesday afternoon and will leave on Saturday. I can use that excuse, but it would not be entirely true. I went to the hypnotherapist on Tuesday, but really have not had any time to do sustained attempts at work and being on the phone. My desk seems just as cluttered as when I returned.
All these feelings of guilt, ineptitude and anger at myself are certainly getting in my way spiritually and physically.
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